Never get hooked by 'ifs' and 'buts'.
Make life simple, and without 'ifs' and 'buts' life is very simple.
'Ifs' and 'buts' create great complexity.
Because we create our life through our thinking:
if you say 'if' then there will be an 'if'; you are projecting it.
Don't project hesitations.
Just say 'Everything will be well and I will be here by fall'…
and everything will be well; there is no problem in it.
Man creates his own world by thinking about it continuously.
OSHO